To those of you (or the one of you) who are/is reading this, beware. I am not so good at keeping up with this sorta thing. As an example, I am currently in the middle of 5 different diaries. And as it is, i have lost all 5 of those so its been quite a while since i have updated them. Pretty much have, gotten married, moved to canada, moved back to the states and had a kid since last writing in one of them, so.....dont keep your hopes up. BUT the Lord has really been challanging me lately to be "steady". To start things and finish them. I have to admit that I am not so good at finishing things....I started a blanket for sophie before she was born and it is still sitting unfinished in my closet. Or I will start a bible study, stick with it for a few weeks and then for no real reason, just stop. Its not that I lose interest its just that, I am not good at being "steady". Being still.
This I have noticed at lot in Sophie as well. Even though she is only 5 months old and the attention span of a little one like that isnt great to begin with, I have noticed that even from infancy, it took a lot to keep her happy or content. She likes variety and she likes attention. Doesnt stick with one thing for very long. I know this seems trivial but my deepest hearts desire is to see my daughter grow up with a passion for following Christ and with that comes a certian need for "steadiness". I need to learn to be still in order to teach my daughter to be still. To just listen for the Voice of God. Its a hard lesson but one that is well worth it.
My desire is to be found faithful, to be steady, til the end.
So, I will do my best to keep at this. Even if NO ONE ever reads it!
